eX Best Friend

I dun dare to say "we"...or "us"...i let "and" to draw us near...to the same line i wish i could get closer.You and I...just like the merry-go-round.You know, the one you see in a fun fair, the one you feel familiar to because you might ride it before with your mom or dad during a happy vacation trip or perhaps you just have seen it on TV. Laughter is inevitable. Yes you and i did. But you were at the corner and i was riding the other. It seemed like you and i were so close together and you could comprehend why people sang "so near yet so far". Exactly like where you and i were. The merry-go-round was going round and round.It seemed like you've reached to my position but then i was being moved around,never stay at where i used to be,"you came i went...i turned,you followed".It barely stop.But once it did,it seemed like you never tried to seize me from going off,from stepping down,from running away...you let me went...i was suppose to wait for you,but it was too late that i gone too soon,too far to hear your calling.As i was running abruptly i saw a railroad where i could tell you were sitting on the train stopped by,almost believing that you and i were so close to reach that famous happy ending. Just when i was readied to scream at your name,you pulled the curtain away, then i saw her. The beautiful girl was an acquaintance after i recalled,she was a friend of yours,probably a friend of mine. You cut in when i was wondering why she was here and told me she's your new girl. I faked a friendly smile and moved on. Ran was all i could managed to do. Tears suddenly burst as if i hadn't for awhile. You left me nothing but memories i could keep searching. I love you my friend. Togetherness was all i after, maybe you never thought we could make a real good couple even the people kept on telling how we got the faces.But i was there whenever. Just so you know even the emptiness is killing me,I'll let you go like how you did...i wont ever sing the song, you belong with me because all this time, you never know it was me who loved you more than she did.

note: Confession of a poker face's owner