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11/10/2009

True or False


Once in everyone's life time, when we were still kids, we were naive, despite saying u're God's gifted dear child who has extraordinary power to be too wise for a kid.Otherwise,we were naive as we simply believe what people tell us.We simply trust what we heard and saw.We can't find a reason to doubt at what people said.Especially de adults' speeches, especially what on TV. We thought,anything can be public must've be true.We thought this thought is brilliant, is indisputable but as we gradually grew up and turned out to be grown-ups, we realized how wrong we were.What on the big screen, what on the newspapers, what on peoples' lips, what in the pages could be wrong,could be untrue.The ad tells us how the products work but no,they don't.The rumors about celebrities are interesting but most of them are just scams.People talk about their intentions,interests,businesses,characters and etc.However,how many are truly,worthy trustable?


Seems like just yesterday when my mom was telling a bed time story named Cinderella.The story ended with the familiar line as the others' that said "And so, the prince and princess lived happily ever after".I thought:"hmm,dat's my dream to chase after,prince charming is somewhere on de earth n one day sooner or later im gonna meet him n get married wif him n of course,we're gonna live happily ever after".But reality shot me just minutes after i set a beautiful dream in my heart,a gossipmongering reached to my ears said,"blah blah blah couple is getting divorced".As a child,who knows things about divorce?Marriage is always the sweetest thing in the world.Once u're in love next thing u know, u're getting married.That's the fairy tales told us. Divorce is always meant for people who are grouchy,uptight or edgy which we learned that from drama series.Who knows things like threesome?Who'll think u're available when u're in a relationship with someone?A corny statement goes like this:"there is no right or wrong in love home".So,is it true?We don't know.Love stories are twisted.Today i love u,tomorrow im seeing someone else.Yesterday he's your ex,today he's my current bf.There are only happily never afterS.Say hello and goodbye.They say,no pain no gain, play more learn more.Let's come in and join the public affair!

When we were kids,we learned numbers in kindergarten and understood that zero is the end of them.In the middle of primary schooling,teachers said something totally different. And, at first we became bewildered. Integers said, numbers consist of positive and negative and of course, zero. C'mon, zero is not the end anymore, there are actually numbers that less than zero. Our attitude, beautitude, resultant can be valued by negative remarks.Apparently worse than zero.Remember when we were young,people tended to question us, one plus one equal?We never give ourselves to think at all n just answer two.Today,when we're no longer kids,people, too, ask us the same question n intiminated us with it.One plus one equal??Do you know the answer??Dear friends, life is no more simple,we look into details. Says this box looks officially no problem but ostensible and internally,they have different perspectives for eyeshots to be viewed,to be judged and to behold.

Even something is in front of us,it might be a fraud.The word "actually", does it really exist?Do u believe what is actually?Believe,this verb is a huge knowledge to learn.Many lyrics told us to believe what we hadn't see,sometimes we can be so very desperate of what is true,what is false coz sometimes they don't have no connection at all.Why are there many people so easily being tricked?Why the superstitious still lie deep down in peoples' hearts.Why opened our eyes but we can't see lies?Why words that seemed so true yet we are being fooled?The world is fulled of colors.You can not only find black and white yet u will see gray in the sky.This contract is signed with a signature on the line. Once is torn,everything is gone.How people keep their promises?Today, marriage is just a certificate,divorcement too, is just a certificate. What they vowed in front of the cross and the priest and every attendants' eyes was merely nothing. Futhermore, we are just using phones,texts and probably face to face without witnesses and swore we'll never say goodbye.True or false?

11/03/2009

History

And so i woke up realized everything was a charade,take it and move on...forgive and forget,i told myself,i'm just too blessed to sad.Reminiscing is sucks.No point turning back.["Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it."-the life of reason,volume 1:1905] I tell you what?Human learns things by doing.No pain,no gain.So,go around your way, play,have fun,trip and fall,knocked down and get up.As i recall,last month was a mess.I repeated what i did last year and this time was even trickier.Last year i bought 2 kittens at a time and was taking good care of them after 2 months time till i get tired with them.Last month, i bought myself 3 kittens at one time.One of them ran away to its owner and i left behind two. Since i was having exam, i wasn't really concern about them. As two is better one,I kept them,thought they might become mates or frenemy. Suddenly, one of those two kittens found out i was being partiality to the other kitten, it started get jealous and ran away. So,i left one,the only one. I thought to myself, this little kitten,hmm...I don't have time for it. So, i let it go. It went out and never return. Just then i thought i was free, the second-ran-away-kitten met me on street and came up to me like it was apologizing. I told it,umm..."maybe mama has something for you."I carried it back to me and fed it, treated it like king. I bet it was enjoying. Weeks past, it started to recognize its owner,me.But,this little kitten is special.It was an emo-type-kitty.Sometimes it was down,and sometimes it was excited.Yet, it was a very playful kitten.Never stop playing.It was active and one day,it ran to the playground and met another woman.A sort of woman that understood its language. They were intimate and unfortunately, it seemed to like her better than me. I saw them at the playground and wanted it to come back to mommy as i was gestured it to move forward but it was stuck with the lady so i gave up,turned my body around and peeked at it the very last time from the back of my shoulder,smiled and secretly wished the lady can handle it well.