Bad day

There are times when you wanna scream out loud, lift your head up high,shout down the hills, or just simply stare at the heaven and yell at God, asking "Why me?"...Say today you found out your breast has a huge tumor and caused cancer which you can't prevent.Today, say you might realized that the father whom raised you up these entire years aint your true biological father. Or, today say your boyfriend dumped you just to be together with your best friend. or today say you being caught because for the very first time you lazy to change sport suit during sport period and being spotted that your hair is forbidden in school rule then you get upset,extreme unfairness feeling strake your mind. Remorse is another for the freaky stupid decision you made early this morning though thinking and wondering for several times.It aint hasty you thought to yourselve but eventually it still turned out as an awful and stupid outcome. In this very moment you can do nth yet say sth for that was truly your fault...a mistake you proud to make but afraid to be revealed. Right then, spirit comes and fulfilled your mind telling you that you shouldnt have blame anyone but yourselve. Life is sucks when you got so much troubles on you.But do remember that the darkness are not permanent,rainbow comes after rain...life is somehow wonderful...it's alrite,it's okay.To ev'rything you face,to ev'ryyone you meet you feel like nth is smooth.It allowed you to lose your happy mood and blissful personality into downcast, frustrated and agony. People went by and asked,"what's going on?","Are you fine?".You turned to them with an eye look that said, how come you're so lucky n im not"You feel everything is on your way,blocking you to just let out the emotion.It rose your anger each time you met someone who caught you, teased you, or thought you deserved it. You hate it so much when you just wish time can reverse back and which you clearly understand that it is impossible...desperate even when you know its only a little matter in life, no big deal,down even you know you're making everyone sick of you.Thinking of homicide at first but your spirit just wont let you and suicide the second:"NEVER,it's just hair."

p/s: unfair is when you're seeing someone else having the same hairstyle of yours but you are the only one who being asked to tie it up,is when being punished by a teacher together for the same wrong deeds but only your name is being recorded into the black list,is when everyone else is cheating but only you got caught, everyone else is chatting only you got scowled.