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10/02/2009

Mind


Mind is a very interesting thing.It is a part of us.Some say our mind is where the brain behind,some say our mind is where our heart is.So psychologically or biologically, it is our thing, it belongs to us.You may thought you can control it,you may even thought you are the master of it. But, there are times when you can't deny you can't handle it, you can't manage it and you can't cope with it. For, you can't control what images to be captured in yr iris, what information to be sent by yr nerve system to yr brain system.Or in another word, you just can't stop what is crossing over it.That is why sometimes we think rationally,logically and sometimes we are susceptible of everything.

Rachel Manda once said, the mind speaks the heart.However, i personally not so very agree with this statement.Perhaps at some point, it does make sense. But not quite often enough. There was a song in the album- breakout, named these four walls by Miley Cyrus.There was one line of lyric that proves me right. "Must have been something sent me out of my head, with the words so radical, and not what i meant".Here's showing how she hurt her ex by saying something radical which she wasn't truly mean it by the way. Looking back,we had have our moment too.When the time we said something we regretted later, something wasn't even what we thought we'll say.

Early in the morning, we open our eyes,blink them,roll them,work them and shut them when we want to rest.Along the day we behold many things thru them. Some are what we tend to see,some are what we have to see and some are what we urged to see.Of course there are options. Ever since the day we were born,God inherited us the ability to shut our eyes.When there is something put in front of us, something we don't want to see, we have the every right to not see them.But, human being again i want to talk about humanity, say a friend asked us to check out an adult video, a pornography, many of us had forgotten our right to reject, maybe we're afraid to be mocked by calling us "abnormal" for not watching them or maybe we just don't want to let a friend down. We watched them and consequentially,we habituated ourselves.Or maybe there's a fact you are not aware of, you thought is okay to watch something violent, the kung fu films, the murder and slain,the psycho killer,raper,abuser,etc. Those scenes you watched from movies, pictures had imperceptibly imported to your subconsciousness. If you are not lucky enough, you'll end up like a lady in a newspaper few years ago that had murdered her neighbor who kept annoying her till she became maniac and acted out like "a movie of killers" she used to watch not to mention she used to be a chaste,shy,courteous,quiet young lady.According to the report,those scenes had stored inside of her mind(subconsciousness) for years.This was a real story that happened to warn us to stay away from what is unhealthy to us.Just like you refuse to watch the ghost film because you scare you might think of it in the midnite.

I am a person who likes to think a lot. My result of personality test turned out as saying:"You're not as socially developed as others and you like to spend your time alone with your analytical thoughts which means you rarely get bored".So mechanically, i thought a lot. And, that comes by observing in the first place.From the physiognomy to the expressions, from the water to the brine, from the movement to the action, from the words to the speeches, from dreams to passions, from victims to victors, from men to women, from the sun to the moon, from the song to the lyric, from the computer to the internet, from facebook to twitter,etc. Basically,I think for my whole life. And, yes, there are times i let judgements, critics, underestimations, curses, hatreds crossed thru my mind. Sometimes i join their conversations silently, sometimes i let them whisper in my ears, sometimes they "barefacedly" choked in my throat and slipped thru my tongue. I know deep down inside, i don't want to think that way. But, i can't help when they just bang. All i can do is mute them, turn my deaf ear to them and think of another way round.

I've lost my mind.Does that sounded familiar to you?Inevitably, we can lose our minds. We can lose control of it. We can be out of it. Always think negatively will indirectly trouble yr life.Joel Osteen likes to say,"We have to reprogram our minds and shake off the wrong mindsets".Amen. It is true. It is necessary for us to do so. How often along yr entire life have you being advised to think twice before you say something, think twice before you do something.Yes, we have to think twice. Don't be blunt. Don't lose someone because of what you don't mean to say. But bible said, if a man sees a woman and thought to have sex with her, he is considered as sinned to adultery.So, reprogram your mind with what are healthy, righteous, positive.Don't go around plantting seeds of abhorrence, sex, vehemency,etc.You can't control sometimes but you can avoid!

Note: Everything is permissible but not everything is beneficial.

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