Silent night

Im alone in my living room facing pc as usual...it's thursday nite but it feels more lik weekend...my mind went blank as if there's a bullet hit my head...it's so not fun when i check ma cell n no one to contact, msn no one to chat, facebook nth to update...thn it leaded me to blogspot...a place where i jz can blah watever i wan...i done a quiz today...ans was kinda accurate...it said dat im de so called apathetic-type-student-in-school...here's de description:A cousin of the slacker, your effort comes and goes. When you feel like it your grades are good enough, but to you it doesn't really matter. Your answer to not having homework in is a shoulder shrug and a blank stare- In fact, your stare is so piercing that you can't ever seem to make eye contact with teachers. If you are a guy: The girls excluding the goody goodies love you. If you are a girl: The guys except the stoners and apathetics hate you. Depending on whether you feel like running, your coaches think you are awesome. When the principal yells at you Your response is so simple that he thinks you are the antichrist.(no, tis is wrong) When the kids at lunch spit on you you keep walking unphased. You are often the outlet of destruction upon bullies in the school because you will stand up to the bullies when no one else will. You are a double agent in the sense that you will just walk by a kid getting stuffed in a trash can and not even miss a beat. When the bully takes your lunch money you freak him out by giving him a tip. Your hero is the word WHATEVER. Reason? You don't care.

Cool...i lik de last phrase i "bolden" one...

Looking back at me in school,
every morning i go thru de gate infront of de cafeteria, u cn find me holding tons of text books lik a geek(cz in my school, de trend is to borrow text books)...holding a big bottle,blue tupperware (tis is more lik a nerd), wearing my retro-style-spec, carrying an old fashioned body glove red-black backpack...yea, im so lame...lik nobody would care...i really tired wif school...how i wish i dont have to attend...n de rules...de teachers...de principal...there's nth about school i'll intrigue...except my friends...those funny buddies...yea...nth but dat...im not a top student, nor a popular queen bee, im not de girlfriend of de football team's leader, im jz an extra ordinary gal in school...maybe dat's wat makes me special n im proud to be maself;)...

anyway...it's late now...so, gdnite solitary moment, n hello jack!LOL...im sorry for still sticking my mind wif my fantasy...but...WHATEVER!!!XD