Annals of Bella

I'm not even sure is this an annals or what...but i jz wanna jot down watsoever bang to my mind rite here,rite now. So erm, i will start by remembering how i spent my 2weeks holidays. Well, first of all, ONLINE...i love to surf de web, there are lots of interesting articles to read thru,celebrities' news, galleries.AMAZING.PPS,my babe.Grey's anatomy accompanied me this entire hols while i was taking my breakfasts every morning. Inspired me of being a journalist someday.lol...dat's weird, ppl watched it wanna become a doc bt i was attracted to de narrator's speeches.they are pretty catching. Well, dat's how i actually spent my mornings. As for noons n afternoons:i filled myself wif naps n dorcas's jokes n vocab learning n most essentially, i EAT,i deliberately dun wanna use "ate" cz im still having it as habit, dat's how de waist went from 25inches till 28inches. Evening? Tuition/Did some readings...sort of like dat. My house was/is running renovation unfortunately dat i could only spend one day to go to georgetown.So, i watched night at the museum 2,hilarious! i missed hannah montana the movie. But, i'm gonna watch it sooner or later...gosh...it's so enticing! Not to mention,i'd had influenza bcz of de scent of cements and de dusts around my "haunted house". I mean de furniture were covered by fabrics.dusts on every item in it,it really did seem like haunted house. Weather, God, allow me to whine here.I took sincerity pity for those whom live in Africa. Anyway, these conditions werent counted as de worst part of all. My pulse, irregular heart rate, dat's all it matters. So, today, de first day of school. I was being awoke early in de morning by my mother who tended to fetch dorcas to kindergarten then straight to clinic with me.I was superb weary cz laz nite i wasnt having a gd nite sleep. Snuffled all nite, headache,heartache...pathetic me.I went to de clinic, doc checked my pulse, decided to let me take de ECG(electrocardiogram). Lay down for like 5 minutes thn it was done. This was de 2nd time i did it. First time was in adventist hospital,penang. Result?Absolutely normal.Doc said it himself dat it's weird of my irregular heart rate. He written a letter for me to check in govt. hospital,they'll gimme de 24hours checkup...i wasnt sure wat was dat.I went home,watched shopaholic.Nice.Then,slept.Honestly,im so NOT ready for school life yet.It's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lame...sigh*

Silent night

Im alone in my living room facing pc as usual...it's thursday nite but it feels more lik weekend...my mind went blank as if there's a bullet hit my head...it's so not fun when i check ma cell n no one to contact, msn no one to chat, facebook nth to update...thn it leaded me to blogspot...a place where i jz can blah watever i wan...i done a quiz today...ans was kinda accurate...it said dat im de so called apathetic-type-student-in-school...here's de description:A cousin of the slacker, your effort comes and goes. When you feel like it your grades are good enough, but to you it doesn't really matter. Your answer to not having homework in is a shoulder shrug and a blank stare- In fact, your stare is so piercing that you can't ever seem to make eye contact with teachers. If you are a guy: The girls excluding the goody goodies love you. If you are a girl: The guys except the stoners and apathetics hate you. Depending on whether you feel like running, your coaches think you are awesome. When the principal yells at you Your response is so simple that he thinks you are the antichrist.(no, tis is wrong) When the kids at lunch spit on you you keep walking unphased. You are often the outlet of destruction upon bullies in the school because you will stand up to the bullies when no one else will. You are a double agent in the sense that you will just walk by a kid getting stuffed in a trash can and not even miss a beat. When the bully takes your lunch money you freak him out by giving him a tip. Your hero is the word WHATEVER. Reason? You don't care.

Cool...i lik de last phrase i "bolden" one...

Looking back at me in school,
every morning i go thru de gate infront of de cafeteria, u cn find me holding tons of text books lik a geek(cz in my school, de trend is to borrow text books)...holding a big bottle,blue tupperware (tis is more lik a nerd), wearing my retro-style-spec, carrying an old fashioned body glove red-black backpack...yea, im so lame...lik nobody would care...i really tired wif school...how i wish i dont have to attend...n de rules...de teachers...de principal...there's nth about school i'll intrigue...except my friends...those funny buddies...yea...nth but dat...im not a top student, nor a popular queen bee, im not de girlfriend of de football team's leader, im jz an extra ordinary gal in school...maybe dat's wat makes me special n im proud to be maself;)...

anyway...it's late now...so, gdnite solitary moment, n hello jack!LOL...im sorry for still sticking my mind wif my fantasy...but...WHATEVER!!!XD