Confident

This morning was not easy...there were either ways from my prediction, 1: i'd ended up letting people smashing the broken eggs and thrown all over my face, 2: win a round of applause of everyone. Eventually i done it swiftly and 2nd hypothesis was accepted. That was lucky i called. Funny thing is the different "sweird-feelings" i had between standing among the people, with my eyebrows furrowed in panic, anxiety simultaneously and standing on the stage, facing the crowd fulled of eyes contact, i was surprisingly calm, steady, not a slight of fear. They said, when u get up stage, u'll have few seconds to shiver then few minutes to nervous then all the butterfly fly away. i guess the time when someone was adjusting and modulating the mic had given me the chance to relax myself facing the crowd without a smidgen of worries. I even put smiles on my mouth and glanced at the people i barely know.

It's about confident. in chinese we say,自信, when 自 means self and 信 means trust. Do you have one? Do you believe in yourselves that you can do it? Are you dare to stand up boldly before your friends, strangers, elders, ignore their thoughts, despite the reviews, remarks, comments of em. Not feeling embarrassed when you are doing exact nothing wrong. Flaunting your talents, outshine yourselves, tell people what you really want, don't let your heart blame your tongue(except for the wrong things that shan't slip thru). Say you have a crush on someone, sometimes i can't comprehend, what the hell is wrong with declaration? why it takes so long for someone to tell another how they feel about them and probably it's gonna take forever and let remorse takes its place. If succeed, amazing what?If failed, take this "let it go" thought and move on, turn your head to the left, he/she ain't yr family, they are not irreplaceable. Or, say you were dressing hot, looking good and decent but why being shy?why people asked you to take a shot you walk away? Alright, you were not looking fine, you thought you look horrible, hideously ugly, but remember this, you are a creature made by God, His masterpieces! you born with this countenance with a deepen buried purpose or reason behind, everyone is beautiful because after all, beauty is in the eyes of beholders. It's okay to look weird in the photo, everyone had their worst shots,included Angelina Jolie. Yet, photos are to commemorate the moments that are about to gone for ever and after. why bother how you look? Just be confident on who you are.I once heard people said, the saddest people in the world is the one who can't even love himself/herself.If you don't, who else will?However, my theory is, the saddest people in the world is the one who can't even admire himself/herself.C'mon,if you don't, who else will?